the darkest of night

I feel like crying.... I feel so empty...and I don't even know why.... I feel like something is missing..yet I couldn't find out what.... I feel like I don't belong anywhere...not here at college, not there at home.... I feel so lonely yet I push everyone away whenever they want to approach me... Why am I like this? What is it that I want? Who is it that I'm waiting for? Dear heart, please be strong.... Grow up, alone yet strong.......