My house mates? They have their own clique...
My ex- best friend? When I was in my first semester, she told me that I'm boring and she wanted to be closer to her class mates. She always plan a hang out day with them...I wanted to join them, but this friend of mine told me not to come with her when she wants to go out with her friends. Until today, I don't know why she didn't want me to be friend with her friends, as though she wanted a new circle of friends without me... even though we used to be close like sisters before. After some time, I started to ignore her...till today....
My other house mate just got a boyfriend and definitely they will spend a lot of times together. Days and nights, breakfast,lunch and dinner... I don't blame her, I understand her feelings well.. Of course she would want to be with the guy that she likes. Even though that means leaving me alone.
My other house mate? She is very studious, some more, she will be attending an interview in 2 weeks time.. I don't want to disturb her preparation....
The only place that I can share my laughter? My class..... With my class mates.... i am severely home sick.. but none of them notice it. I always remind myself to put a smile on my face, and to light up my face with gladness...To laugh out loud...To crack stupid jokes.... But...whenever I'm alone, that feelings will come, the loneliness and homesickness... Sometimes, I'll cry. When we hang out and do stupid things together, I will forget for a while how far I am from my beloved home.... Somehow, It feels much better and much closer..... Thank you so much for giving me moments of happiness and laughter...
Now that the Final Exam is around the corner and all of you will go back to your family... I wish all of you the best of luck. Smile and be happy! I love each of you like a family.
Sincerely,
The troublemaker 'Lady in White'
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